notamailman
" she just liked the idea of rebelling for rebellion sake." GREAT CEE REALLY GREAT

im sorry have you not met my muse
she is just one badly thought idea after another
until someone dies.
02/09 # ooc   notamailman  

"Yeah. They are. But they’re
  only machines - they don’t
  think about things the way
  that we do.”

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     She can see the revulsion in the
     woman’s gaze, and unexpected
     defensiveness over the mindless
     machines rose up in her - not to
     mention the protectiveness of the
     vessels’ sacrifices. These were her
     people, even if she didn’t know them
     all.

"Anyway, it’s all erased after
 they upload into the cloud
 again.”

She shifted uncomfortably, imaging 
something taking over her own body,
not being able to control her own 
actions. Cause that’s how it worked 
right? You could kill someone and then
just have it ‘erased’. 

  “I guess I just don’t—- understand 
   why people would be uprising if there
   wasn’t a problem.”

Actually she doesn’t understand any of
it, she ever payed attention to anything
over serious, she just liked the idea of 
rebelling for rebellion sake. 

02/09 # oswaldfortheoswin   (v; age of infortmation)  

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She loves the karaoke. Of course she does,
but for a split second she starts feeling not
that sure about the whole idea. “I’ll pass,” 
she tries to muffle through the loud music.

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No one gets away with not joining in when
Cee has had that much to drink and needs a
partner. The words change slightly as she 
shouts a ‘no!’ and, confusingly, nods her head.
Her hand waving actions become more violent
and she’ll even make a grab for the poor girl.

02/09 # sodarksolo   (v; main)   OH MY GOSH WHAT   THATS SO SWEET IM NOTHING!!!  

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(☾☆) — ❝I never stole…at least I don’t think I remember doing it? I guess the main reason I wouldn’t steal is because I wouldn’t want to set a bad example for my son.❞

"Oh, you have a son? How old is he? — I had a daughter when I was nineteen, I waa hardly setting a good example for her, like, ever. But she… she died a couple years back. She was nine. Now I have a seven month old daughter!"

02/09 # dieerstetraumer   (v; main)  

"—well if you weren’t so distracted I wouldn’ ‘ave even ‘ad to" he frowns.  "Now look, you made me late" in truth he had nowhere to be, he just wanted her to feel bad. "bloody ‘ell, now there’s no point in even going". Helooks to the distance in false disappointment. 

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"Oh no, did you have a meeting with your correction officer?" 

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That’s right Celia, this boy bashes into you on the street and he obviously is a badden who has been in prison! Honestly, it’s just cause of his accent, she’s sort of forgot it doesn’t suit their surroundings because, hey, a city is a city, New York and London look the same if you’re looking at the floor. 

02/09 # swappxn   (v; main)   [ miley cyrus voice ] i cant be tAMED I CANT BE BALMED  

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"Five… no.. no, six,
can do i’wit’ out
gaggin’ tooHe’s pretty
proud of himself actually, 
maybe a little more
than you would think.

 ”Aw man, I can only
  manage four before 
  I start gagging.” And
  she’s probably more 
  disappointed than you’d
  think. “I’m Cee, and you win.”

02/09 # rotteidioti   (v; main)   gosh no it was perfect!  

 

i wasn’t supposed to tell you but she actually wants to adopt me. on monday.

UM IDK I CANT ORGANIZE THINGS but we could totally do like lunch on thursday at that chinese that is not named after alexa chung, next to dominoes 

Not surprised, If u get my room u aint allowed to sleep on my side of the bed ok…i will know if you do

Ooh we totally could go to the city quay chinese buffet on thursday for lunch, better question though do you have money for this?

i have slept on both sides so???? i prefer ur side im taking it

em money is a problem but maybe u should pay cause this is the last time you maybe wil???? i dont want to take the experience away from you

02/09 # (ooc)  

 

thats cause ur mum loves me more

weeee should go out for a meal or something on friday or thursday or before sunday

She obviously does man, all those god damn kisses she puts in replies to you

Weee should but where and when and holy fuckin shit sunday is sooo soon

i wasn’t supposed to tell you but she actually wants to adopt me. on monday.

UM IDK I CANT ORGANIZE THINGS but we could totally do like lunch on thursday at that chinese that is not named after alexa chung, next to dominoes 

02/09 # (ooc)  

   He’s on his way back to the Graveyard again,
   mostly out of habit now.  It  had  turned into a
   daily  ritual  that  Kieren  couldn’t  help but do.
   It’s not often he sees someone  kicking their
   car though.

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   He can’t help but crack a smile at  your words.
   Truth be told, he’s not been near a car engine
   before, but the words, “I can try,” leave his lips
   before he can stop them.

   ”It pretty much just—-“

She pouts and waves her hands as
the car, glancing between the car and
him. It’s not good, she’s all for them
getting back out there, but all she can
think about is how many rotters she
shot in the head back in London and
then she just feels bad about it. 

  “I just don’t think it likes me.”

02/09 # firstriisen   (v; treated state)   im gooood   seriously considered making an amy tbh  

 

MY MUM DOESNT CARE AND I MOVE OUT ON SUNDAY

Think on friday people needed to go collect art stuff so we shall be in monifieth and i think we were maybe gonna go to the cinema aswell

thats cause ur mum loves me more

weeee should go out for a meal or something on friday or thursday or before sunday

02/09 # (ooc)  

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      ’ — didn’t you fancy folk get
          the say no to drugs talk, or. ’

   ”It’s not much of a 
     deterrent— I’m marrying
     my drug dealer.”

02/09 # criimecaught   (v; main)   i was laughing now im crying she actually IS marrying her drug dealer   but he became that aFTER  
I am an adult i can go to bed when i please puny child

IM TELLING UR MUM

also are we doing anything this week

02/09 # eilidh-kins   (ooc)  

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"Well, um.. When I was a kid, about sixteen
or something. I got involved with the wrong
people. I had this gorgeous boyfriend, Jack. 
He said he’d take me away if I did a couple
of favours for his friends every now and then.
I should’ve known he meant this, but I was
dumb and naive. So I kind of got dragged into
all this. I was at this place before the Haus,
and god, the way they treated me… But I didn’t
really complain because I didn’t know different—
my uncle always loved me a little too much, if
you get what I mean. Anyway. Nox found me.
Told me that things would be better here, and
they are. I actually enjoy it now. People want me.
I’m sexy, I’m… I’m worth something. And I’m good
at it. It’s the only thing I’m good at.”

 Control that motherly need
 to wrap your arms around her 
 and keep her safe from 
 everything in the world Cee, 
 that’s embarrassing for her!

 ”You know you were worth 
   something before all this too
   right? Like… Jane, you’re 
   lovely and pretty and—- smart
   and… above this.”

02/09 # xjaybird   (v; main)   jane cee is gonna go mother hen on ur arse  

eilidh get the fuck to bed what are you doing up at this hour get off my god damn blog 

02/09 # eilidh-kins   (ooc)  

i didnt write a novel

i watched keeping up with the kardashians instead

i am cee.

02/09 # (ooc)   i suck   all ive eaten today is chocolate moose and an orange   why and how am i alive is the question